My miscarriage changed my outlook on pregnancy and birth from a medical perspective to more of a woman centered perspective. I had a miscarriage in my first pregnancy and it was a time when I did not know very much about natural birth or midwifery and I thought that I would go to an obstetrician and have my babies in a hospital and that that was the only way to do things. But after I had my miscarriage and I was horrified by the way I was treated, that it was really treated as a medical event, and not something that was lifechanging and devastating for me, I knew that that wasn´t how I wanted my children brought into the world and that is what got me started on my path to learn about natural pregnancy and birth.